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I won’t admit it, but I’m not fine. I have frequent nightmares and I’m sad all the time even though I put on a happy face. I want to scream ‘I’m sad! Help me!’ to the world. But in reality, there is no reason to admit it; no one will understand. I’m distracted from the pain and sadness when with others but when I’m alone it comes back. My struggles include figuring out who I am and what I’m here for. I’ll never actually figure it out, though. There is a war in my mind right now. I can’t even focus on one thought. I don’t know what to do. I’ve lied on the floor, thinking, for hours on end and even then no thought of resolution comes to mind. Nothing is distracting me from the sadness that flows like a river, and trying to think of a solution only brings back painful memories.… I’m so torn apart right now. My mind is literally breaking; it is fighting against itself… I don’t want to think like this. I don’t want people to think I’m crazy. But maybe I am. I won’t admit it, but I’m not fine. WELCOME TO MY NEW BLOG:!!!!!?! HEY BRO READ MY NEW BLOG Ivan Ayupan KEEP SPREADING MY BLOG :) ? HEY BRO -_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-

Hello My name is Moldez Leonard Ivan Ayupan,IM 16 YEARS OLD,Im Live At 209-c tanguile St comembo,MAKATI CITY, And i was born in West Rembo Ospital,My Fathers Name is Rolando A. Moldez,And My Mothers Name is Lina A. Moldez, My father occupation is Proggramming in Singapore and My Mother occupation Is Vendor and I have a hobby of Playing Dota And Computer i dont like Sports like Basketball and etc,and I want to be Developer and i Have Skills in Hacking and Editing Pictures and ETC,I love Watching Anime ~WELCOME TO MY BLOG~

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